Okay, so over the last week, I have had three panic attack episodes. What in
the world is going on with me? Since the subject is on my mind, though . . . I
thought I would write some more on it.

A panic attack is a sudden surge of overwhelming anxiety and fear. Your heart
pounds and you can't breathe. You feel dizzy and sick to your stomach. You may
even feel like you're dying or going crazy. It is far more intense than the
feeling of being "stressed out" that most people experience. Granted, my recent
episodes haven’t been bad. I have felt some constriction in my chest and what I
describe as jitteriness. But I have had full on panic attacks. The first of
which was when I was in the 4th grade, in gym class. My teacher just set me to
the side and let me relax.
My second panic attack, however, is a situation that I will never forget. I
was in the 6th grade. It was during breakfast. I had two separate groups of
friends and for some reason those groups were fighting. They were trying to make
me choose sides and I refused. Suddenly, I couldn't breathe! My mouth, nose, and
chin felt numb or as if they were vibrating. I couldn't catch my breath. I felt
like I was dying. Of course, the teachers in the room thought I was chocking on
some food. Once they realized that I wasn't, they took me down to the nurse’s
office. That nurse helped me more than she could ever have imagined. She taught
me how to breathe from my diaphragm to calm down. Since that day, I have never
had a panic attack quite that severe. I have usually been able to control them
with just breathing. I could list on one hand how many full on panic attacks I
have had since then. Normally, I can feel the hyperventilating coming on and
calm myself down.

In my research, I have found that in many cases, panic attacks strike out of
the blue, without any warning. Often, there is no clear reason for the attack.
They may even occur when you're relaxed or asleep. Recurrent panic attacks,
however, are often triggered by a specific situation. Usually, the
panic-inducing situation is one in which you feel endangered and unable to
escape. You may experience one or more panic attacks, yet be otherwise perfectly
happy and healthy. Or your panic attacks may occur as part of another disorder,
such as panic disorder, social phobia, or depression.
Now, I know that I have depression. I have suffered with (and actually been
diagnosed with) PTSD for 16 years now. Some days are worse than others, but over
the last 20 years, I have only experienced five panic attacks that I couldn't
control completely. Those are pretty good odds, I think.
A full-blown panic attack includes a combination of the following signs and
symptoms:
* Heart palpitations or a racing heartbeat* Chest pain or discomfort* Trembling or shaking* Choking feeling* Feeling unreal or detached from your surroundings* Sweating* Nausea or upset stomach* Feeling dizzy, light-headed, or faint* Numbness or tingling sensations* Hot or cold flashes* Fear of dying, losing control, or going crazy* Terror that is almost paralyzing* Tingling in fingers or toes ("pins and needles")
Most of the symptoms of a panic attack are physical, and many times these
symptoms are so severe that people think they’re having a heart attack.
Although the exact causes of panic attacks and panic disorder are unclear,
the tendency to have panic attacks runs in families. But, I wonder if it's
genetic or learned from one generation to another. You know, the way a parent
can pass their fear of something onto their child. There is evidence that the
tendency to have panic attacks can sometimes be inherited. However, there is
also evidence that panic may be a learned response and that the attacks can be
initiated in otherwise healthy people simply given the right set of
circumstances.
There does appear to be a connection with major life transitions in the
occurrence of panic attacks. If that is what is causing mine, then I have one of
two theories.
Theory No. 1
Now that my family and house are safe, I can relax enough to feel all the
emotions that I buried while I was driven to action during the last year. (Those
who follow know that I have fought a foreclosure, gone through bankruptcy, and
fought to keep my family together, all over the last 11
months.)
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How could this not be worth it? |
Theory No. 2
The hubby and I want to have another kid. We are considering resurrecting
this dream from the ashes of my craziness. (Not saying that we are trying or
anything, but we are opening that door back up.) If that decision and my drive
to see a goal reached once it's actually set is the reason for these minor
attacks, then I say . . . It's well worth it. Everyone knows I want another
kid.
Panic attacks can also be caused by medical conditions and other physical
causes. If you’re suffering from symptoms of panic, it’s important to see a
doctor to rule out medical problems.
Now, I use breathing to control my panic attacks. The most effective form of
treatment for those suffering panic attacks, however, is counseling. Seek the
help/advice of a professional if you are suffering panic
attacks.
When it comes to panic attacks, professional treatment and therapy can make a
big difference. But there are many things you can do to help yourself, too:
If there is one thing that I have learned in my life, it's that knowledge is power. If you think you suffer panic attacks, talk to your doctor and seek treatment. Even just knowing that you are susceptible to panic attacks can empower you to control them.* Learn about panic. Simply knowing more about panic can go a long way toward relieving your distress.* Avoid smoking and caffeine. Smoking and caffeine can provoke panic attacks in people who are susceptible. (I am so not giving up my morning coffee!)* Learn how to control your breathing. Deep breathing can relieve the symptoms of panic. By learning to control your breathing, you develop a coping skill that you can use to calm yourself down when you begin to feel anxious. If you know how to control your breathing, you are also less likely to create the very sensations that you are afraid of.
* Practice relaxation techniques. When practiced regularly, activities such as yoga, meditation, and progressive muscle relaxation strengthen the body's relaxation response.
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